Almost time.

Hi all.

I really am going to get on here and just post random things. I'm not good at communicating, ask anyone close to me. Knowing that about myself, I need to give up this grand plan I have for blogging with clear direction, instead just write!

This week, so far I am fine. The husband came home for lunch and we chatted a little bit about whether I was going to rearrange our room after he's gone. We talked very matter a fact. We talked finance. Again, very matter a fact. No tears. Later, I did get a bit sad when #5 clung to a pile of the Husbands clean clothes. Why? It always sucks to get to the point where no more of his clothes come through the laundry rotation. It's all been very matter a fact so far.

My sister called me, "steely" in one of her posts. (I love my sister!) That's what made me tear up. I think it's funny that she calls me that because she and anyone that knows me well knows that I can cry with the best of them. I'm already planning out my nice good cry after he's gone. Now if I can only keep to the plan...

Well, I'm going to head off with my "steely" self and go clean the bathrooms and prep dinner.